All posts by Peter

Caffeine

Cannot stop and fingers fly,
Mind is spinning round,
Heart is racing, hands are shaking,
Novel thoughts abound.

Looking 'round my cubicle,
The reason seems quite clear,
Soda cans and coffee cups,
Are piled to my ears.

But tomorrow looking back,
I'm sure that I will find,
Caffeine had confused my thoughts,
And distorted my mind.

Taste of life

In Santa Fe the only way 
Is everything with green
In San Anton' my one-time home
Mesquite smoke takes the throne

Ketchup mixed with mayo
Is a Utah kind of thing
Sausage made of Caribou
The Fairbanks waiter brings
 
Cincinnati chili
Is Ohio's favorite dish
Po-boys stuffed with crawfish
Make Louisiana rich

Food defines the taste of life
'Bout everywhere we go
Adding different flavors
To the path on which we go.

The Well

The well refills at a trickling flow,
Though steady and sure it's painfully slow.
When allowed to recharge and refill complete,
It's waters are cold and clear and sweet.
It refreshes and wets the dustiest thirst,
To hydrate and quench from last to first.

But draw out too often in quantities great,
The recharging waters will flow in too late.
And grasping for more sirs up silt and mud,
Which makes the dark water thicker than blood.
Losing its power to refresh and cool,
Nothing remains but a fetid dark pool.

Cuddly

Cloaked in spines just under skin
Ready to break out at the slightest touch
Itching to break free from below.
Frigid with hard bony edges
Other's touch highlights the cold
Recoil at feeling the warmth.
Knowing that touch is important
That others need to feel me
Suppress the urge to withdraw.
Know too that I need to be touched
To be human, to be happy
To keep the spines under the skin.

War

The clank and clatter of steel on steel,
The squeak and squeal of heavy wheels,
The muttered curses of tired young men,
The rumbling engines fill silence and then,

The thud of explosions just up ahead,
The unspoken fear that friends are now dead,
The cackle of rifles so very close by,
Men screaming for corpsmen in agony cry,

With no real idea what it's all for,
Beyond a vague notion we've done this before,
Results that profoundly were painful back then,
Resurface and teach the same lessons again,

We came here to liberate and to make free,
Naivest of 
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The Clown

The saddest man I've ever found
Is probably the circus clown
Who wanders round from town to town
Seeking praise and world renown.

Acting playful happiness
Giving crowds an hour of bliss
Pretending nothing is amiss
Blowing kids a goofy​ kiss.

But when the crowds have ceased to shout
His inward-self starts coming out
He wonders what he's all about
Giving space to long held doubt.

Once alone there's naught remains
No joyful kids or family pain
No loving wife who helps sustain
Just fellow travelers on the train.

Gypsy wandering drags him down
Another night, another town
A stable 
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Forgeting

I forget my keys and people's names, 
Just every kind of thing.
Schedules, dates and meeting times,
To the forefront I can't bring.

Why is it then that there are things
That would be best forgot,
That never will be deep repressed,
Ere I will or not?

Unimportant

Second fiddle, second rate
Left to swallow bitter fate
Wanting more, wanting praise
To have at least some glory days
Even friends seem not to see
The deeper longing inside me
And sorrow when I'm pushed aside
My disappointment I just hide.

Half a sentence uttered when
They interrupt me, cutting in
Didn't notice I was there
And moved along without a care
Thoughts of mine are questioned quick
As if my logic wouldn't stick
Wrong by default, why ask me
Never mind, just ignore me.

Drip

Drip, drip, drip, drop,
To the bottom from the top,
Through the night I hear plip plop,
While in bed I flip and flop,
Should jiggle handle on the pot,
To cut the noise and make it stop,
But I never leave my spot.